Nee Lovely Angel,
It's been... THOUSAND YEARSSS!
I miss you!

Hahahaha
When I opened back and read my old post, I was like
"Wow , I'm suffering this much"
But when I look at the current me now I felt blessed.
I AM STRONG! :D

Now, I now something I wanna tell you and you'll felt like
"AGAIN?!"

Yesssssss but this one for sure, I can't get him to be with me.
Because he is a married man T^T)
It's okay brossss~
I know I cannot but it is not wrong to fall in love.

I would say I have a crush on him.
It's okay tho, bcs it's a PURE CRUSH XDD
Anyway, he is my lecturer. He teaches Physics.
The way he makes Physics so simple to learn and to understand that..
so clever! That what's make him more attractive.
He is still studying tho for Master and PHD , I think.

I pretty have a bad taste, people thought that he is not that hansome
but for me, he is cute.
How could I not have a crush on him :)

Last 4 weeks and continued until 2 last weeks
we had the same colour shirt.
Such a little thing makes me happy X)
I never expect for him to comment at my facebook but
I made this two pages of comic that I want to send to school magazine

and it is about him, teaching us about FLEMING RIGHT/LEFT HAND RULE!

Hehehe, and he commented and says
" Wow, so handsomeeeeeeeeeeee, thx"
I was like
"OKAY, I DIED"
Hahahaha I was so happy back then thinking that
"Oh he won't notice"
But next week, I attended his class and he talked about the comic that I made
"There is a comic that my student make about me ahh, I am so handsome there you know, she draw so well"
I was sitting there in front of him and he didn't know that it was me draw that comic.
I'm about to raise my hand but I didnt.
SO SHY X)))))
But again, I'm happy :)

Past three days, I attended again.
Then I saw he came early and went to the counter.
He took out his notes.
But suddenly he's trying to go to me but he go back.
Then he stood near to me ( I buat don't know jeh hahaha)
He pats me with his note and says
"Have I give this note last week?"
I'm a bit shocked. Awkwardly shocked.
"Y-Yes.."
"This?" He flipped inside the note.
"Yea"

Then he went back to the counter, and I was there like want to bury my face in the ground and scream " WAAAAAAAHHHHH"

I was sitting near the "KIOSK" entrance.
He went to the Kiosk and bought something.
I scrolled my phone screen and stopped at the picture that I made a comic about him
(that I mentioned just now)
Without noticing, he was at my back and pointed at my phone screen and says
"HEYY THAT'S ME LAHHHH"
"I am so handsomeeee"
And I was there like blushing and laughing a bit.
I looked at him while laughing, and other people around there also laughed.
And I said " I draw this.."
He said
"REALLYY?! I thought it was someone else"
he kept laughing.
So did I.

Then in the class, my friend asked him
"Sir , do you know who make that comic?"
"Yes I already know"
he searched for me by looking at the whole class
" It's uhhh......"
Then he saw me and pointed at me.
"There!"
I can't stop smiling from that day.
I felt so happy I could die.
HAHAHAHAHA :D


It was the best weeks of my life :)
i never thought that this things would happen to me but it was the best :)