★Feel me.
If I am talented painter, I'm going to draw everything with this passion and sensation .
Let everybody understand what I'm trying to say .
Paint it like a crazy style that can make you satisfied .
Express.. express everything on the paint .
Tell everyone how you feel .
Escape from the cage that you have been for a long time .
Struggling to get out and release your feelings on the paint .
And wait for the time that you could say , I'm free .
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★Caring for her. But what about me? Yea, sorry, I'm stupid.
Sad... Cry... Hatred...
I had enough of these bullshit.
Buckle up, lemme teach something that can be worth in the world.
I may be a weak person from the outside, but you can't see the stronger me from the inside.
Don't be stupid just because you are heartbroken.
Every situation can change the endings.
But you're not even trying to make me stay, just let me go.
It's stupid.
I am tomboy.
Outside I looks like "I DON'T CARE"
But from the inside, there is most strong kind feelings that still loves you.
Stab me in the heart.
Do everything you want like you don't care.
I'm still... going to stand here for you.
Keep crying.
Doesn't change anything.
Unless you speak.
Or react.
.......
She wrote I love you...
The person you love, Prince Arab, wrote I love you...
Is that means she.... accept you to be her boyfriend...?
I guess.. my place in your heart is done..
Time to get out..
And let her fill you with her love..
I'm stupid , I'm naive .
What did you expect people like me?!
Ohh.. She has to do Operation Heart?
I see..
I have a high blood pressure for so young.
Should I tell you? No.
Then you should be with the sick girl.
Am I rude? Yes I am.
I'm stupid after all..
★Unexpected dream.
I just wake up and sit on my bed. Yawning.
"Hwaaaa~"
I started to grab towel and go to shower.
After breakfast , I went to the living room .
Sit on the couch .
"Ehh?" I saw someone's phone. I checked out what's in the phone.
It's my Prince Arab's phone.
(OMG!)
I checked his Instagram .
Then I turned around looking at the another couch while said..
" Why (Prince Arab) left his phone and...... shirt? "
I silent .
I quickly get up and get out from the house to search if he still here.
Then I thought , " He just stop by.. "
" Is he at his home already? "
" He came to my house?! "
I blushed bright red.
And that's what I dream , hahahaha!
So I told my closest friend , Addiey.
I text her ,
" You know what , I dream Prince Arab stop by at my house and he left his phone and... shirt ._. "
She replied ,
" Shirt? -,- "
and I replied ,
" Ihiks~ o///u///o "
Hahahahahaha!!
then she ask , " What were you two doing? -,- "
So I don't have any idea but I want to know too xD
I said , " HikHik UwU , I wonder what we're doing too "
Gihihi~
Hey hey hey!
I'm not pervert ,okay?
What? This picture?
It's - It's just a picture !!
>///3///<
Thehehehe sorry~ But is it true when you dream that person , that person miss you a lot?
I wonder if he miss me and he knows how bad I miss him too :)
★Jealous? Ehh~
I don't understand.
He said he loves someone else.
Yo! Just came back from school. Tired. Sleepy.
But anyway, today is the last day of school.
We're going to meet again on 23/12
PMR result ><
Hope you guys success.
In Shaa Allah.
Eda , Addiey and Azie
Gonna miss chu guys .
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So about Prince Arab..
..yeah..
About him.
*long sighs*
People may say ,
" Ai-kun , just give up . There are thousand guys in this world . "
or
" Hey , just forget about it . "
For me , it's hard to remove the feelings that I've been keep for 5 months.
Love Him.
Now..
How do I get him back? ==''
....
What?
I know I'm weird.
But I'm not going to give up like that and leave him alone.
We shared many experience and situation.
Though , some of his Instagram's friend said they hate what I'd done to him.
I told you I just MISUNDER FUCKIN' STOOD.
Hahahaha I mean , misunderstood.
Sorry.
Fine! Wanna kill meh?
Then do it.
I don't care as long as he accept me back.
Sometimes, I got jealous that he has many female friends .
Hahaha it's not wrong but.. ya know~
GIRL vs GIRLS.
Girl get jealous easily.
Oh god, I admit it.
But sometimes, I jealous because he has many friends that he can count on.
I'm not good at making friends.
Every time he sad , they always concern about him.
What a wonderful friend..
even one of them hates me .
Hahaha...
*sighs*
Hey , Prince Arab.
Even though we're so far.
Doesn't mean that our heart far as well.
I'll always be by your side.
I'll always believe in you.
I'll always..
..love you.
:)
[ PEACE OUT , niggas! :p ]
★Ma babe's blog
Heyyo~
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Hahahahahaaa~ Chill , man~
So many serious topics that I'd talk about maybe yesterday? Two days ago?
Who knows~
And yeah..
Guys~
Go and check out ma babe 's blog .
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★CHANGE
Like
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Love
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Mess up
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Forgive
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Love
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Hopeless
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Hate.
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This is me.
I don't want to end up hate someone that I used to love.
I've gotta do something to change this.
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Oh I did end up crying again last night.
..crying while I was praying..
and do you remember that song I gave you..
It says promise..
CHRISTINA PERRY - THOUSAND YEARS
I'll wait for you ^^
and I'm not dumb to wait for someone like you ==
I wanna be faithful person.
Isn't wrong?
No :)
You've change me since the first time I met you.
You change me everything.
:)
★TO YOU
I don't know what to do now..
I felt so empty..
Hahaha...
I remember all the sweet talk..
" I JUST WANT YOU BACK "
You're not cheating on me..
Because I trusted you..
You like her and I thought...
I'm in your way...
Awww man~ I miss you a lot , so bad , hehehe~
I want to tell you that but..
Can't say a word to describe how much I miss you
You have a great friend there.. Take care of her.. ^^
And I'll support you in everything..
in soccer~
in academic~
..and watching you from far..
You are my awesome , Captain.
You did say that you got full marks in Chemistry .
You are so elegant!
You did say you're not interest in Physics.
Although you're not , but KEEP IT UP :D
You did broke your hand...
I pray everyday to keep you in God's protection.
I'm sorry for ruin your day yesterday.
I HOPE YOU DID WELL IN TODAY EXAM!
Remember when you ask me , " You need a boyfriend? "
Hahahaha I got my face all red tomatoes.
I would love to say yes.
But I don't have guts so I said..
"Everyone wants someone to care about them and trust them. Either your boyfriend/girlfriend or best friends or friends"
And then , something complicated happen and lastly we've decided to be friends..
You know what..
If something like this didn't happen ..
Probably my plan work so well.
I plan to ask you to be my boyfriend for 3 days.
Hahaha guess it'll not happen ^^
I want to tell you that..
on your birthday..
I wrote a letter, where that day I can't contact you for two months
I did wrote the address that you gave me..
but you didn't receive it.
It's not your fault to give the wrong address..
I'll say that I put it in the wrong box. Hahaha ^^
That precious letter has fly away..
The very first letter I wrote..
The very first letter to you..
on your birthday..
:)
Gomenasai..
